Andreev, Igor

Now I am going from Moscow to my place in Rostov-on-Don; I met with our Teacher. Once again, I am convinced that he first of all thinks about His students. He not only fed me by the welcoming Caucasian customs, but he also looked at me, cleansed, and re-energized me right away. In such a short amount of time, I covered a lot of ground that is critical to my spiritual and energetic growth. And I was reminded of how the Higher Forces were on my side when, after many years of wandering, they led me to the Great Master and Teacher — one of Russia’s most powerful magicians!!!

Hello and good morning! In the first week, my work grew dramatically, resulting in an increase in living, producing, and, well, felt like I was flying. Then, for a few days, an inner * worm * — the enemy — came and toughened me, even though the fourth session I barely felt, as it looked to me, but now I see that there was a re-realization and that it is still occurring.
And today, I * jerked * with overwhelming impatience, wrath, and despair… With my thoughts, I comprehend, but I can’t stop, and with a sudden * clack * and emptiness, I understood there was nothing inside — there was nothing… I drank some water and began to regain my composure, as well as fill my heart; it’s good to know that there is something! Awareness is a continuous process, and it is now evident why the worse the situation, the better. Life goes on through self-awareness, with different experiences and issues serving as lessons.